Trapped

Am I trapped in you
Or myself, which is true
I linger in your presence
As I wonder

Maybe I’ll always feel this way
After the first want to stay
Leaves me feeling used
Leaves me feeling nothing

A doll who’s filled with questions
But alas she cannot speak
Staring blankly at the ceiling
Feeling useless, feeling weak

Who am I
Invertebrate
As far as I can tell

I’ve no control
Can’t feel my soul
I’m going straight to hell

Steal my fingers
Steal my toes
I don’t need them
Anymore

This earthly life
This body mine
Just throw me
To the floor

My mind is blank
My heart beats slow
Like youth has left me
Evermore

I’m waiting for my
Chance to go
Cause it doesn’t feel
Like life nomore.

Bind my hands
Powerless
Like a tiger in a cage

Once was reckless
Once was fearless
Once was stirred to rage